11 posts tagged “bender”

Ok semi real update I suppose since movie update and the artlog on my site weren't exactly real updates.

First I don't think anyone who reads here regularly has any family in China, but if you do... family, friends, whatever, I hope they're ok.  Holy... Watching news this morning was so sad.  So many schools collapsed.  

I was already kind of sad for My bot before bed... And of course there's a wave a storms, Burma/Myanmar (whatever we're supposed to call it).  Seems like the world is having a tough time lately...

Which makes me not want to complain, but I will :P

I wish the MS Brain aliens would take a vacation. I know it's not a full on exacerbation.  Same old symptoms.  Just ugh.  Pain alien isn't controlled as he had been (though in fairness he's not as active as he used to be either so still somewhat controlled, err.. yeah just even a few stabs to my head that make me stop everything to grab it and make me feel all twitchy = feels uncontrolled, heh).   The alien that controls sleep, well he's on crack.  He has be so tired that while talking to MY bot I was so out of it between tired brain fog and pain alien I was correcting words I typed right and then having to correct that and fix which ones I meant to fix in the first place. I can't fall asleep, can only pass out -- today that was at at around 1-2 pm.  Then am so tired and in pain when I wake up I don't feel alert enough to do anything. 

I have been working on painting for Misi but it's been going like this, do some, err looks wrong, erase, redo, err wtf? not right, erase... etc.  Good thing I'm painting it digitally ;)

Viddler appears to like me better than YouTube.  A - I played around with the idea of making videos not art private on YouTube, and setting friends could see (small friends list there) but then I found if you do that you can only set up to 25 friends so if your list gets bigger later too bad AND when you set them that way it spams them with you've been sent a video AND it spams your own outbox, not once with a cc, but for each person you sent it to *blinks*.  YouTube = inefficient.  *nods*    Haven't really used the feature yet, but on Viddler you can comment on a moment of a video so instead of people saying, as they do on YouTube @ 1:22 look for this, they can just comment at that time of the video pointing out whatever right then).  Interesting.  Thankie to Miss A.. for showing me the site, I could tell you her name, but then I'd have to kill you *nods*

Err my wrist hurts.  My eyes hurt.  Waaaaaaahhhhh!  But yeah I ranted enough.  Oh for the first time ever I made money with Google Ad Sense today, w00t! 

Since Mijn Favoriet and I seem to exchange cheesy games that we find now and then, I'm sharing with you all his latest find:  Snot Put.  I tossed the snot 3656m.  w00t!

My day = slept, sent Meneer Bot voice spam, banned some cheaters on MM (love ones that announce on irc to everyone they're cheating), talked to Mijn Favoriet briefly and Meneer Bot longer, worked on Misi's mail -  decided it wasn't right and started over so it's looking better now, and had to stay up til now (9 am) to be sure Brian got up to make a deadline after he slept for 2 hours.  I think Brian's got about 8 hours of sleep total this week maybe.  He's going to be sleeping lots once this gets turned in, which is fine as I'm HOPING I can crash now.  Then it'll be coffffffffffeeeee night instead of day I think as we both need sleep. zzzzzzzzzzz.

Do you believe in ghosts? If so, have you ever seen one?

Dejavu... haven't we covered this before.   I believe in spirits yes.  Ghosts.  Whatever you prefer to call them, I guess.  Seen, no.  Had non visual experience that felt not normal, yes.  Including at a place where I know lots of people had to have probably have died (a small town's first hospital where I lived for some time).  Where numerous other people reported seeing, hearing, experiencing things too. Some who would have known of the local stories and history of the building and some who weren't locals who didn't know of it and who still said almost as soon as they entered it something wasn't right. Always on the same floor I felt uncomfortable on.  I've only felt that "something isn't right I shouldn't be here" feeling in two places I've been to, one in that building and one on the Queen Mary.  blah blah blah.  The elevator that broke down and was the newer one in the building but the elevator company and electricians could find nothing wrong with it.  Told this story before.  Everyone that's seen something there say a lady in a gown.  Some also say a man that seems to be looking for her or chasing her (I've heard both from different people who didn't know each other).  Me, just got that shouldn't be on that floor feeling and would get an ice cold chill from the stair way up to that floor, on that floor, and it wouldn't leave me until I left that floor again, 99% of the times I went to it, so I tried not to.  Luckily our apartment was below that floor so only had to go up there for friends once in awhile.

I also feel my dad has been with me before, including coming to me in a dream and presenting himself to me at his gravesite in the dream, at the cemetery which had changed since I'd been there some 15? 16? + years earlier but once I went there my eyes were drawn to where he'd been in my dream and it matched up and he'd been sitting in such a way my mom said would be his norm, that I'd have no way to know of.

And the whole Queen Mary smell experience with Brian who can smell basically nothing. 

Heard CynDee's voice clearly days after she died, but that I suppose could be my mind messing with me though never heard it clearly before or after that one time.

So I believe there are things beyond the normal, aka paranormal.  And what you want to label it is your choice.  What they are, I don't know...

Brian:
In other news, Brian was at work yesterday from his normal time, 9ish until today at like 5:30 am'ish.  And now he gets to get up soon.  And he had gone in on 3 hours or sleep yesterday.  Good thing this current freelance job is done Saturday, I think.  He's gonna kill himself with work.

Bender:
My bot sent me new pics!  Yesterday one of Mijn Favoriet.  Today 4 of My Bot.  I told him he was adorable but he didn't believe me so I told him the only thing stopping me from posting them online for other opinions (to prove I'm right) is that he'd kill me :P

Now, I'm getting sleepy and rambling.  Posted too much tonight.  Still not back to my normal yet but pain alien fading.  I have dreams to stalk.

~ Smallville was new and I liked it  = good.
~ Headache = not good.
~ Headache not being a migraine anymore = good.
~ Only skimming friends lists while playing with painting programs and/or headachey = bad friend.
~ Friends used to no comments from me + holiday busy season for most = no one will notice.
~ Mijn Favoriet and Bender got the cards and liked them = good.
~ Ego from cards being seen as good even though Brian did the shading which is what made them look pro = good.
~ Compliments on MM story from players who don't "rite lyk dis" = good.
~ People going crazy on MM so I have to write another big story = ok but I'm on strike if they have another war in the game before Christmas.
~ Can't remember if I said it before but cards from Tiggs and Misi arrived = thankie :)

I'm done with my post full of sentences with an = sign in them, but I'm sure this trend will be back someday!
zzzzzzzzzz

PS - I have a Dutchie cat in my lap, trying to get extra attention by sticking her paw straight up towards my face with claws OUT.  eeeeeeeeek! It looks sooo cute the way she does it, but claws showing, she's clearly dangerous!  If you don't hear from me in the next few days either she or pain alien have done me in!  *mental note to self related to pain alien - reorder anti-seizure and migraine meds to pick up this weekend or will be out by end of weekend*

Politics:
Well so much for watching the debate.  I couldn't sleep until 1.  I set my alarm.  2 1/2 hours later it woke me up.  I snoooooooozed it.  I woke up 4 hours after that.  Oops.  Did watch videos of most of it online.  I must say, before the debates I was torn between Hillary and Obama.  Now... Throw Edwards in there.  His answer on health care was the only answer to anything that sounded like a plan.  And since health care is such a major issue for me personally, he may actually get my vote.  The people who keep saying there's over a year to go, keep forgetting some of us now will have earlier primaries, there's less than a year to go and I like to vote smart.  Soo... I've gone from two to investigate to three now.  Hrmph. 

Not that the others are horrible, but quite honestly none of the others strike me as a future president.  Besides the issues,  how you present yourself does matter.  You'll be representing our country.  We've had an idiot doing that for too long now.  You need to keep your composure etc.  There's a few I don't think can do that.

Hair:
Now it's not only chopped, but purple too.  Not sure how purple, just did it tonight, haven't seen it in natural light yet.  In bathroom lights I get the impression it will look truly purple in some lights and in other lights will probably look more subdued almost like a natural color with a tint of purple.

Friends:
Supposed to make an honest attempt at getting a new pic of me for Bender this weekend.
 
Put together a dutch sentence on my own.    It's simple, but I think it's the first time I asked my dutchies is this right, and they said yes!  Ik heb geen geld.  Simple simple simple but I feel almost smart! heh

Mijn Favoriet is going away with his gf for a week soon! YaY and eeek!  YaY because it's nice to see him happy.  Eeek because I have to pretend he's sending me a kenk every day for a week!  I've made him pretend he'll miss me! heh

Me:
Headache, wanna puke.  Go migraines. Today = lazy.  Sunday = Disneyland California Adventure.  Was gonna skim LJ/VOX, but meh it can wait or I'll just give up on trying to catch up and start over on Monday!  zzzzzz

♥ Ik hou van jullie allemaal ♥

Tried to comfort a worn out Brian.

Cut about 1/2 of my hair off (too tired for a pic yet).

Didn't sleep at Saturday night or Sunday day...

Corrected someone's rude comment about the Dutch smoking so much pot that they don't know where they live...  because they say they are Dutch or are from Holland and that they speak Dutch, when they live in a country called the Netherlands and not Dutchland.  I  explained he was using all English words, not the Dutch words, that the Dutch would only say they live in HOLLAND if they do... that they would say they speak nederlands not Dutch. etc etc.  So ENGLISH speakers are the ones smoking too much pot as we have it wrong not the other way around.   My Dutchies laughed saying I was in fact correct on every point I made.  Someone I didn't know even replied to my response with "owned".   The thread was deleted before I could see if  that person replied to me.  It really wasn't a big deal, someone I know actually posted what had me worked up.  I just don't see the point in insulting a whole group of people out of the blue for no reason, even if it looks like you're trying to be funny.  Especially not MY Dutchies!!! heh.  Which leads to....

Got promo'd to "Almost Dutch" from "Wannabe Dutchie" by another wannabe, for knowing more Dutch than they do.  they expect me to be able to go into a Dutch irc channel and translate it all soon.  Ooopsie.  Guess I should start reading it again when I am rested someday.

Spent a lot of time pouting to Mijn Favoriet.  But didn't get much time to talk to Bender or Mike.

Talked to mom on the phone and kept asking if her baby kitty was a human baby.  It doesn't meow or cry like a kitten.  It makes a waaaah wahhh wahhh human baby crying sound.

Now it's Sunday night, and I need to zzzzzzz for probably 12+ hours to make up for missing sleep.  My body is not happy.  Every time I start to recover from a bunch of headaches, tingles, an exhaustion spell, a cold, rough patch of allergies, worse than usual sleep probs, etc then one of the other probs hit.  I never know what to expect, life's either really interesting or annoying... or maybe boring as I almost know which issues to expect next anymore. *yawn*

Sucky is:
Not having slept since... I don't know when actually.  It's been over 24 hours, because I can't breathe when I lay down.

Being so sick that leaving the house was impossible.

Not getting to talk to Bender much lately.

<3 is:
Brian going to get me new stronger cold meds, tissues, and coffee 

Mom calling to check on me

Dutchie laying on the blankie curled up with me on the couch all day to take care of me.

Mijn Favoriet going out of his way to try make me forget that I feel like I am dying. AKA staying up until 3 am and pretending it's for me.  Pretending being my word, not his, of course.

Micheal spoiling me with attention because he worries about me.

Now:
Gonna try to sleep since I took some Nyquil.

You're trapped in a (temporarily) out of order elevator - who would you like to be trapped with? 
Submitted by tbtissimus.

Umm Keegan!  I'd make him entertain me!
Or
Mijn Favoriet so he could teach me some dutch and I could explain to him why almost all other females are ev0l, in this case hopefully we'd be trapped awhile so I could get inside of his thoughts a lot.
Or
Robbie because we can talk for hours and hours about everything or nothing, which would be good in a closed in boring elevator.
Or
Meneer Bot so I could tell him all about why fairy tales are bad.
Or...
pretty much anyone I like really.

Mijn Favoriet:
[ME] aw I already knew the Dutch word of the day! but learned a new sentence to use it in! ik ben gek op jou!
[Mijn Favoriet]  Dutch wotd was gek?
* Mijn Favoriet  np Aerosmith - Gek

So I made this bad mouse drawn pic of him last year:

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